Mmm. Okay, just got back from eating Korean BBQ with Kevin and company because tis the young boy finally turned 18! [*Applause*] Since we've all been waiting~ HAH. It was good, but didn't get enough since there was so many of us and that place was so far and so expensive. ): God, I really suck at saving money when it comes to food. Food to me is like having a child, and as Zylstra states: When you have kids your paycheck savings tends to dwindle at first then just drops like an atom bomb. That's me with food. D: Quite pathetic I must say.
As the days dwindle down towards graduation, the pressure on making a college decision is inevitable to avoid, and that scares me. ): The compilation of dread starts to build up in my chest as I try not to think about it. Days are suppose to be happy and stuff, what with all the congrats and with spring coming forward. I know I should be, but upon hearing all the things that all my friends are facing, the fear still creeps up behind me and wraps his spidery fingers around me. Relationships, friendships, distance, family, independence. It all comes in a package. I'm wishing that I don't have to face it any time soon, but it seems that's not possible, I've got to make a choice now or never. My mind is still disoriented and hazy...
[Will update BBQ pictures laterrrr~]
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