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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

-Eternal Bliss-



'SWOOSH' The paper ball missed the trashcan and hit the rim and disappeared behind the foot of the boss that was standing near the doorway talking to the chef.
"You missed Dennis! I get to punch you in the stomach!" Alissa yelled flinging her fist at Dennis who started to scream and cower himself in the corner of the cash register.
"Gimme another chance! No one saw that I missed the trash can!" Dennis yelled throwing up his arms in protection. They all laughed and the air filled with this invisible happiness that seemed to flow right to my heart, silently and embracing.
So that was how my day began to shift again, I saw what I could have if I decide to just be with different people and that I shouldn't try so hard to make things alright because in the long run.. everything will fix itself.. it just takes time. ^^ Moreover I saw who I once was, that girl that didn't care what others had to say, the girl that laughed all her troubles away with a quick smile.. I was her again: My old self. I loved her every bit.. she felt like the sun shining out her happiness and all it took was just being with other people that were happy to be here. Now. I swear my cousin, Alissa, and Mr. Dennis were the happiest bunch of people I've ever met next to Allan, my dear sweetie. You can literally see the happiness radiating from their bodies, at first I glared into their brightness when they extended their hand and introduced themselves with this stupid smile on their face.. but it was contagious as the black world I was so use to faded away and the bell jar seemed to lift itself and I was free even if it is still suspended in midair above my head.. I was for once free again. I laughed so loudly that I couldn't remember the last time I actually laughed out loud like that. They were mere strangers that I saw walking in the hallway at school, but today for two hours I felt like I was part of humanity that seemed to exist beyond my reach but somehow I was there. This euphoric feeling is incredible and I love it, only thing is I have to give up something that's pretty much very important to have my happiness.

Life seems so bright!

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