A Dream -

Monday - Tuesday: School is piece of shit and a lousy fucker.. D: It's like eating away my brain as I try to study for it it's like it never helps or something... and then there's poster painting since last week and it's getting so effing cold that by the time I bust out the paint brushes I can't feel my fingers anymore -___-" it's so gay... Ok onto other things that aren't relevent...

A Dream-

I feel kind of sad knowing that one night I ruined something that could've been.. but I made a really stupid mistake and in those hours everything deteriorated to nothing. I wish that he would just talk to me again.. even though I know he can't forget that night and all the things we've done. Playing that game- it was a sin, taking that sip- it was a sin. Everything we did that night was a sin I guess? I'm not sure, how come he's not willing to forgive me for all the things that's happened between us? I'm willing to start a clean slate even though it might be tough at first because it'll be awkward to just let it slip by.. but all these things that I'm saying are just assumptions.. I've lost my confidence in my point of view of things.. but I wish that he would just talk to me.. ]: