Sometimes,

it's the little things we have to see in life that makes it all the worth while, it shouldn't always be looking outside the box but what's inside, the finer details. Even if at that moment it didn't seem all that important in the long run in the future you'll realize what you've missed out, I guess even if I hadn't wanted to go on the trip to China I'm glad I did even if most of the time I was fighting with dad or I was sulking for reasons unknown I made alot of precious memories there including friends. They say it's like old objects that you find under your bed or you just keep laying around that you just can't seem to throw away because there's a piece of your life in that object no matter how tattered or broken it is it still holds a piece your memory or thought that was the most important at that time to make you remember and want to keep it around if you get what I mean. Sometimes it takes a shake or two to get through my head at how small and insignificant I am to the world around me because the world is so vast and because of my stubborness I refuse to look at all the smaller things around me and appreciate it. Even if I don't say it out loud I'm really really happy that I made this trip to China because as I left I left a part of me there behind, all of us did that day as we parted to go back home, back to the norm.

I really am gonna miss the days where it was just leisure and adventures anew, where we just laid around and napped through the evenings or went out to taste the snow in the morning. There was just something different, there was no routine. Somehow when I came back It think I lost something.