-Happiness Goes Around-

You can say that wonderful days can come by quite quietly and nicely. (: I must admit, today was a pretty darn good day- (Exception to the math portion of the placement test I took today, wasn't bad, but it wasn't all that terrific I must admit). Well, I had a rather FRIGHTFUL scare on Friday, I almost lost my admissions to college because I guess you can say my fault... HAH. Apparently my SAT scores didn't get through to th.e school and when I went to go ask why I didn't get my statement of intent to register I found out that I might be REVOKED. When I heard that I was about to cry -_-. I remember Ethan talking to me when I was rushing towards Patterson to get my transcript signed and I was just standing there watching him (hyperventilating, I might add) and in my head I was hoping he would hurry it up. I'm sorry I thought of such a mean thought, if he ever finds my blog and starts reading it out of sheer boredom... LAWLS. Well, I went to the admissions there and I was there for at least 45 minutes, with me panicking inside. At the last 15 minute to register for the SIR the lady comes back from the back of the room and shakes her head with a smile and tells me that: "You are a VERY lucky girl. You're scores JUST came through." I swear I thought I was going to pass out when I heard that. Very happy moment! :D While I was there I saw this African American lady working there and she had this very motherly approach with everybody and I just found it so cute and admirable. When she addressed someone she would call them 'honey' or 'baby', and she had that low velvety voice that made it that much more awesome... <3 I wish I had a grandmother like that, my life would be set~ OH- Did I mention that there are quite some handsome lads at both Cal State Fullerton and Cal Poly? I am surprised... ;) Looking forward to going to college!

Then today I went to Music at the Pointe with madre and sister and cousin and that cutie pie, Patrick. I asked him to go to prom with me and he was shocked into silence for a few seconds. It was hilarious, highlight of my day. Hahaha. Umm, MATP was not that fun... Found it extremely boring, I went to go see my mom work as a volunteer... I found that super funny. Was about to walk home when Ju-tan calls to goes to Ontario, so I went to Ontario with her and Lola. I learned a lesson today by going: never wear heels, apparently, guys go crazy over them and my feet hurts like crap if I walked too long. Didn't get to get my mother anything there because I was tricked out of all my money almost... Stupid cell phone stall. One day, I will take some grenades and just chuck it at them... They made me pay for a fucking screen that I never asked for. They took my phone and stuck it on all tight and shit and tells me it's 23 dollars and since it's already on I HAD to pay for it. FML! Then I went to the super store for Verison at Ontario and this guy greets us (he was actually pretty cute too) and I just start ranting about what just happens and he really listened with interjecting funny comments every now and then- Awesome guy. He said that they sold it 3 for 10 here and I was like 'Shit, I just got fucking seriously ripped off. Shiiiiiit!' I wanted to bang my head so hard against the wall at that moment... Well, after that I got hit on my this guy that worked at this cell phone stall, (not very pleasant) then I got checked out by random guys (also not very pleasant). Jesus, men these days! ):< I'm only 18, go check out older women that's more suitable for you guys, please! Went to Mickey D's for dinner and saw Lawrence and them then Kristy and her boyfriend, weird moment. After fries and drinks we went to Yogurtland for yogurt, the guy ringing us up was a funny guy. Thought he was cute too, then I realized that I was way into this game of looking at guys. D: But he was just so chill and funny... :D Randy and Kevin came busting through the door after a few moments, we had a long chat about random stuff, stuff that had us in shambles of laughter~ :) <3 It was a good day.

Well, that's all for now- Tired and I woke up early today... Still have things to do tomorrow (have to remind myself to get my calculator and pencil box tomorrow). So for now, ciao!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys&feature=channel_page (Check it out, it's 'Love Story meets Viva La Vida'!)

-Seniors!-

The last rally for the year has ended and that means the year is seriously winding down to it's last few weeks and graduation is almost near- Damn, that was fast. It felt like just yesterday that we were just nooby freshmen! D: LAWLS. Oh man, the other classes have no game compared to the class of '09! We've left one mark that's going to hard to surpass, for us, being rebellious is easy >;D, you can almost say it's like our middle name.



The dance came out really well, with everyone working together and making this one last rally pretty awesome and I'm very grateful for it~ I don't want to get all sappy and philosophical and stuff, it's too happy of an occasion for that kind of stuff, you know? It's currently saturday... After the dance I went home, took a shower and died on my bed, god, I was so tired.. Did not know performing twice and screaming my lungs out was going to be so exhausting! =x Then Megan called and we went to go eat BK then to Kurt's house to swim (I sat there and ate like a monster), been a while since I just hung out and didn't really do anything extreme ;). Later went to Jessica's house to rock it out on Rock Band 2 with Scott, Andrea, Ethan, Jennifer, Stephen, and Jacqueline- Really fun! Good day, good day! :) Played basketball with Scott, Stephen, and Jen and I would say Scott shoots in this odd angular shot with the ball...

It's getting hot...- :D <3 I really do prefer hot weather to cold weather, I in fact hate winter weather! I hate being cold in the morning, it gets so hard to wake up in the morning... x_x Roar. T_T;;

Learned new recipes and I'm going to try them out at the house warming party when I move into the new apartment at the end of summer! <3<3 Well, that's all for now! Ciao~~

-One Man and a 1/2-

See, the thing about living with middle aged men and young adolescent teenager boys is that things gets left out, things that I don't want to see or have the pleasure of experiencing. I mean, yes, I don't mind living with them... I would actually like a boy and a girl room mate once I move out for college. Yet, there are just things that I can't stand men doing, it's quite bothersome and annoying... What ever happened to DECENT manners when you are living with a female? There are four major concerns that I have to deal with everyday... And I'm not use to sharing my bathroom with two other MEN in the house. Well, one to be more specific, but the other one comes and goes.

1. They always seem to forget to put the toilet seat cover up. For crying out loud! Put it down after you pee! No one likes falling into the stinkin' toilet on a Monday morning when school's about to start! D:<

2. They leave their personal 'shaving materials' mixed into my hair products. Jesus Christ, it doesn't take a genius to see that those bottles are labeled 'hair products'. I don't want to see little stubbles sticking out from my mousse creme!

3. It smells so FUCKING odd whenever they come out, please... Whatever you do, air it out before you leave. Thanks.

4. Wipe the god damned dribble, it's disgusting every time I step on some.

The bathroom does not and will not ever belong to you, I'm letting you dudesss borrow my bathroom and all I ask is that you leave it the way you saw it when coming in and clean after you use it. Okay, I'm done venting. T_T That's all for now, ciao~!

-And the Curtain Falls-

Spring break always seemed like a little drama series or movie to me, it's where all the things start to happen and as school once again approaches... The story comes to a close too. So as the last spring break of my high school year come to an end, I dutifully take my last bow before immersing myself into the applause of the audience. The curtain falls slowly and the flashes of the lights start to dim, but not before I see them rising like a storm from their seats and my heart swell knowing I haven't disappointed myself this year. I've at least done something with my life during the last week than stare at the screen of my laptop all day. :)

I am not particularly looking forward to meeting my teachers again, that much I can tell you. In fact, if I could... I wish to go back in time and rewind spring break so it would repeat itself! That way I won't ever have to go to school again and when I've had enough I'll jump start time again... Which is unlikely on my terms. I cringe at the very thought of going back to school. Roar. Well, at least this week was productive! I even got to go to the flea market with Ju-tan yesterday (easter sunday, fabulous little place!) and we ate the most delicious tacos ever! We're going back next week! :D I wonder if we'll become regulars... ^_^. Oh, went ice skating on Wednesday with Megan, Jodie, and Allan, had a lot of fun. I found out that I was naturally good at it since as my first time I was able to start dancing on ice already! Quite proud of myself... Then the dreaded questions comes after the ice rink: "Where do you want to go eat?" We literally spent half an hour debating on the freeway until we ended up at Puente... Not the best place I say. >_< But it was a fun day!

I finished all the homework that's due tomorrow as and I'm about to go to bed because I'm shit tired like hell and I have school in 5 hours... Boo. So as spring break ends I've decided to face the new school term with a more determined force. I don't want to be afraid to compete anymore... Because I've learned that I'm not competing against others for title... I'm competing so I can get better myself at what I do. I want people to know what I can do with my own thoughts and ideas. I want to have fun and I know I can do it. :)

That's all for tonight, ciao~!

-Salty Breezes-

Yikes. I told myself that I was going to update this since break started because there's been a lot of interesting things happening lately. At least it's not like the past three years where I'm sitting here on my bum butt and doing nothing but stare at the laptop all day! :) Ummm, I can't seem to recall what I really did the last week, all I can remember is that I went to volunteer with Ju-tan on Sunday and had quite the blast serving water to all them runners (I'm quite taken back by their energy as to how they can run 3 miles, I would've passed out the first mile... x_x). Had loads of fun with Mark and Lucy there, thought the first few hours were boring and such in the morning as it was cold and well... Early. Thought I was going to fall asleep half way through, but found out I had a storage of energy in my body. :D

Went to the beach yesterday and we were VERY productive! I'm glad we didn't just sit around and do nothing all day, we played football, that game where you try to push your opponent off, and guess what... NINJA. LAWLS. I thought that part was a bit hilarious if you ask me! GAH. My body is so sore from playing football in the sand, it's so difficult to run and such it was a major workout session for me >_<. But Megan pulled off a touch down! She was very proud~ I, myself, also made a touch down and made several good passes! =D Very psyched about it. I also made a half mile walk because Ly Ly insisted to meet Russell, only to find out that he went to Cerritos instead. He has a strange fascination with introducing himself to mere strangers, I had to pull him away at least twice last night x_x. Oh, did I also mention that Kevin makes one hell of a burger? Though we ran out of coals so the last ones were a bit burnt with a strange taste... Hahaha, but we still admire his burger-flippingness.

There's a lot more that I did, but I can't remember- I think I went to go eat with Jo-chan on Monday, but I'm not sure... It was somewhere along the lines of this week though! Okay, going to LA with Ju-tan and Jo-chan now! Ciao, m'loves!

-Making a Decision-

Mmm. Okay, just got back from eating Korean BBQ with Kevin and company because tis the young boy finally turned 18! [*Applause*] Since we've all been waiting~ HAH. It was good, but didn't get enough since there was so many of us and that place was so far and so expensive. ): God, I really suck at saving money when it comes to food. Food to me is like having a child, and as Zylstra states: When you have kids your paycheck savings tends to dwindle at first then just drops like an atom bomb. That's me with food. D: Quite pathetic I must say.

As the days dwindle down towards graduation, the pressure on making a college decision is inevitable to avoid, and that scares me. ): The compilation of dread starts to build up in my chest as I try not to think about it. Days are suppose to be happy and stuff, what with all the congrats and with spring coming forward. I know I should be, but upon hearing all the things that all my friends are facing, the fear still creeps up behind me and wraps his spidery fingers around me. Relationships, friendships, distance, family, independence. It all comes in a package. I'm wishing that I don't have to face it any time soon, but it seems that's not possible, I've got to make a choice now or never. My mind is still disoriented and hazy...

[Will update BBQ pictures laterrrr~]

-Dance Away-

Just got back from dance practice. My legs are sore like hell x_x, but it's crazy fun though! I sweat like a maniac and still get to be with the people for the last rally dance. We'll make it rock, we'll party them like a rock star~ :D I suppose it's not that bad since I'm getting out more nowadays and getting some sun rather than letting myself rot in front of my computer. Which reminds me, I was reading xXxHolic and there was this chapter about this girl that can't seem to get off the computer and it's ruining her life. I just suddenly picturing my myself as that woman and god I just turned the computer in a hurry and ran out the door. It was horrifying how addicted she was.

Mmm. Procrastinating and drinking a cup of yogurt thing, very tasty. I think I'm going to go do my English homework now. I'm in the homework doing mood. I'm going to find a dancing class when I'm in college, I forgot how fun it was. I guess when conditioning came into my former dance teacher's curriculum- I opted out. I hate conditioning. Very traumatizing moments in my life.

Always did like them Jabbawockeez (Kaba Modern's not bad either) and that other dance crew: Unmasked- Same style in the clothes department and stuff but one's from school and the other's a pro dance crew, you know? :)